spideysense: (angst ♦ what am i getting myself into)

[personal profile] spideysense 2020-01-30 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
Peter's life is quite simple by comparison. He grew up under humble terms with a loving family, suffered loss, but was given the opportunity to pursue education and thrive as a young man. While he may not have the heavy weight expectations and responsibilities on his shoulders to the extent that the king does, he still bears enough for his small family. Finding work he's inspired about while also making enough to keep him and his aunt comfortable has been a blessing, and Peter wouldn't be where he is now if it wasn't for the king's support in his newfound apprenticeship. It helps that they've been good friends for a while now.

Up late and constantly working, Peter hardly finds room to sleep these days. He's distracted himself with his own work and continuous study, much to his poor aunt's concern. Peter wants to make a good impression on the king but a part of him has also been mourning a loss of something innocent, of the kind of friendship he knows they can't sustain with his new title. An important one. The most important.

He's slouched over his desk scribbling away at some new designs when Henry seems to appear directly from his thoughts. It's enough to make Peter jump in his seat from surprise, eyes wide as he looks up at the other young man, and in an effort to scramble to his feet he nearly trips over himself. God help him.

"I- I wasn't expecting- uh, Your Grace." He awkwardly bows with the title, unsure what to do with himself. They were (are?) friends, yes, but Henry is also his king now. Is he supposed to greet him with respect or informality? It's all so confusing and complicated.

Peter feels heat rising to his face upon realization that he's being terribly awkward and he offers the other a sheepish smile. "My aunt always said I have too great an imagination. My head is constantly bursting with ideas. I can't sleep until I free them." His heart is racing something fierce in seeing him again in such an informal setting.
spideysense: (happy ♦ welp ok then)

[personal profile] spideysense 2020-01-31 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
He isn't sure how to act but of course Hal crosses all invisible barriers and walks right up to him, all smiles and familiar touches. It makes Peter's insides turn pleasantly and he visibly relaxes, returning that smile. They haven't been alone like this since he was crowned and Peter doesn't know what to do with himself. Knowing things don't necessarily have to change between them is... comforting. He hopes that's the case anyway.

"Nothing too special, I was just finishing the new proposal for these canon designs. I think I found a way to make them faster, without causing irreparable damage..." It's more "work" than a personal project, obviously, but even this late at night his mind can't rest. Seeing his old friend smiling and more relaxed has thoroughly distracted Peter from it though, and he follows softly: "I think the haircut suits you."

No, they really haven't seen each other in ages, have they? He takes a moment to look at Hal under the softer glow of candlelight and finds it suits him far better when he's this close, rather than sitting up on a throne he begrudgingly accepted.

"I was actually just thinking about you," he admits carefully, color rising to his cheeks so easily. "And then you appeared at my door as if by magic. Were you listening?"
Edited 2020-01-31 03:11 (UTC)
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[personal profile] spideysense 2020-02-03 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"Next I'll be working on the efficiency, but for now I think I've made great headway." Hearing Hal's excitement makes Peter smile, feeling proud at the reaction. In a perfect world they wouldn't ever have to go to war or kill or any of those nasty, horrendous realities of the real world, but Peter learned long ago that his ideals are mostly dreams. His inventions are helping keep their kingdom safe and that includes the king. The fact that Hal feels similarly only made him want to be his friend even more, and then some.

The shy, embarrassed laughs and looks only add to Peter's fondness, and when he notices that hesitation he's quick to react, hand reaching out to brush fingers along Hal's own against the table. It's a simple touch of finger to finger, and Peter offers him a warm smile, his voice just as quiet when he speaks:

"I miss you too. Often." Here in his modest little house, no one could even predict that the king is standing in Peter's study. They don't need to know. Even when Peter is working behind the castle walls he doesn't really get to see Hal, to spend time with him like they used to.

"I didn't know if... you'd still want to see me," he admits just as quiet, gazing down at their hands. "I know you can't."
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[personal profile] spideysense 2020-03-14 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
The temptation is strong with Hal here in his home, standing close and whispering words Peter has wished to hear for a long time. It would be irresponsible for either of them to continue the secret relationship they had before Hal became King, but that doesn't mean the desire or feelings ever went away.

His eyes remain fixed on their hands, chewing on the inside of his cheek as he tries to keep his emotions in check. Peter's always been more emotional than usual, and this surprise reunion isn't helping any.

"It's dangerous, like you said. I don't want to get you in trouble either." And they both know Peter would be the one more cruelly punished, if anything. Even so, it's obvious he wants to ask the young man to stay, his finger only tightening around Hal's in their simple touch.
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[personal profile] spideysense 2020-12-08 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Peter pretty much never has an excuse to dress up fancy and go out, so on the occasions he does, he's glad he can be with Hal. They don't get to spend time at actual events together as a couple either for obvious reasons, though lately they've been bolder and about making their relationship clear. Peter just hopes tonight goes well and doesn't end up disastrously embarrassing considering who the host is and how sneakily he tried to invite Peter by default.

Hal looks great (as usual) and Peter hopes he also does him justice as his date tonight. The suit he has on is something ridiculously expensive and gifted by his boyfriend. It's the most expensive thing he owns other than the spider-suits.

"More fun to try to play under the radar," he says with a grin, squeezing Hal's hand. "I'm hungry, maybe we can find something to eat?"
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[personal profile] spideysense 2020-12-10 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Peter sometimes feels like he's in over his head with this relationship purely because of the expectations that follow Hal like an unwanted shadow. Hal does his best to stick it to tradition but how long will that last? It makes Peter sad to consider if he dwells on it too much, but... at least they're enjoying their time together now, however long this semblance of freedom will endure.

Here though, they get to be themselves for a little while and it's really refreshing. Even though Peter will know people here on a personal level, they don't scare him as much as the court.

"Ooh that looks good and fancy," he says, happily accepting the puff which he shoves into his mouth almost immediately. He can't tell what's in it but his taste buds approve.

Peter lingers close by as they pile up plates, shaking his head at Hal's question. "I don't really get invited to these types of events," he says, wrinkling his nose. "Or, like... any events, now that I think about it. Nothing that requires fancy attire, anyway."